tuesday night, in words not pictures

lately i've chosen photography over words. it's a mixture of not knowing where to start, not knowing where it will end, and not wanting to figure out all the in between. life has, truly, been jumbled lately. one distraction after another gets fired at my heart, and i don't realize it's happening until i stop and try to remember the last time i prayed. the last time i praised. the last time i sought communion. a few weeks ago i felt an unexpected pull to getting involved in a ministry... and i keep putting it out of my mind because i know i'm scared to get involved. i'm not strong enough. not focused enough. i don't have the knowledge. the know-how. the answers. again, the need to have it all together. as if my God were limited by my humanity. thank You for not being limited by my humanity.